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MONDAY Met Ben for dinner.We went parkway Swensens,walked to Katong to buy his Half-life 2 game.He was like teasing me all the time..But he did mention that we couldnt connect sometimes.I had to agree..I couldn't open up to him.We went over to his place later on.He told me we were both grown ups and we could be friends and have fun.I was upset to hear that.But i guess that was it.Later on,i hang out with him and watched him play Dota.It seems so interesting!Too bad that i got darn exams coming up.If not,i'll be playing now.Games are bloody addictive.I got home at 12am.my parents were fuming.cos like i came home at 8am last wed after i went Chinablack to club.I went to meet him after that too,Talk bout being Sway.Everytime see him,i get shit with my parents.Crappy!Neways,lemme just say what my dad did:
TUESDAY I was contemplating whether to tell Ben what has happened to me.I kinda knew that he wouldnt care..since we are just friends.But i thought that even as friends,you would tell such things.Huiyi said just call him..He was asleep at work(as usual).So i just managed to say i got no hp now and that he said he'll call me back later.I figured he wouldn't call back.The cold hard truth really hit me at that moment.Cos he didn't care.He couldn't be bothered to show the slightest concern.Ii really feel that i had some sense knocked into me FINALLY.I stopped feeling like I needed him.My mum showed me this article in her world bout how "he's just not that into you".Its really soo true lorh.Its all the same signs that Ben is showing me.He never asks me out,he never calls me,we broke up repeatedly,"let's just be friends..you're such a nice girl"The article also mention that guys don't like to play the bad guy so that keep behaving in such a bastard way so you'll get the hint and say break up.Talked to Yan till 3am that night.Haha..we found out that it seems we are both into the same CG!haha..anyways,we'll find out bout that soon.. WEDNESDAY Met Alex in school after my psychology project discussion..He was soo nice.He came all the way down from NP and lent me his hp and his line AND wrote me an one and a half page long letter trying to encourage me and cheer me up.Funny huu...we only know each other for a week..Haha..not many people write now.Soo..yeah..now its has become an unconventional way.hah.We went to Gelare at TM to kill some time whilst waiting for Steph to finish school.He taught me a couple of card tricks!Heh.I'll impress u all next time..still need some practice..haha.Met up with Jerage&Steph for dinner before we headed to Mar's chalet at Aloha chalet..I super seldom go other people's chalet.The last time i went,it was in sec 2!Can YOU believe it?haha..Was talking to Alex and found out that Joel is his neighbour!He's my primary school classmate.Talk bout how SMALL the world is! oh btw,i reached home at 925pm.BLEAH.haha..i feel so cinderella-ish.Hey!Where's my prince charming..?*naive & corny mode on* THURSDAY Had pyschology presentation today.Our tutor said our presentation was good.He couldn't think of any questions to ask us!Haha..now THAT'S a first!However,the other groups were like trying to shoot us down during Q&A session.that was cos my group asked them hard questions that stumped them and made them seem unsure of their work.Lol.Thankfully,my group could answer.What a healthy argument going on in the lecture hall man!Heh.Phew!NO MORE PRESENTATIONS for this semester.WOOHOO!Neways,my tutor asked me to hand in the soft copy of my psychology report to him and Jeff so can post up on OLE for the rest of the students to view..i felt iquite honored..cos i hardly have such requests.Jeff even called my hp.Lol.My mum spoke to him and he said that my report was very good and he wanted to post it up.wahaha.I personally don't feel my report had much to impress.I suppose the rest just didn't put in much effort.Neways,met Bear after school.We went to the void deck near school so that he could smoke.Out of nowhere,he asked me casually whether i like surprises.I said yeah..as long as they are not shocks.=) haha.He asked me to close my eyes..When i opened..I saw lilies!!!!Oh my...i was soo touched..its like..he remembers its my favorite flowers and that he knew i didn't get a single flower for val's day(POOR LOVELESS GIRL!)..so he gave me a belated one..soo sweet of him!Haha..He hid it in his bag..neways,he was just bored wit nth to do during his break larh..so he went to buy...I'm so glad to know mah friends are all sooo sweet and caring to me during this point of my life..just when i need them the most right now..=) MY FIRST BOUQUET OF PINK LILIES! |
